Organ

Just Like Heaven, a good movie. Although a bit unnatural, but acceptable. Few of scenes almost made me cried. Indeed. How nice it is a true story that happened on me. At least I won't lose her. However, stupid thinking. After the movie, Miss Jasmine throw a question: Will we sign if we are Abby? No, definitely no, my answer. Others may have the contrast answer, me too, before I really experienced it. I would 100% for sure waiting for the miracle. As I am really not such rational person. 
However, if I am the one who is in the danger state or in coma, I sincerely hope that my family members can let me go, IF my condition really turn the worst. But I reject to be an organ donor. 

WHY??? 

Before I had that " nightmare ", I am a brave girl and I totally support and agree for the organ donation. I even decided to be a organ donor after i left this world. Maybe my action may saved someone who is urgently need the transplant of organ. And my action may published as the headline of newspaper by chance! But that is not my purpose of course. I want to save people. I want to contribute to the world with the ability I have. I want this world has some changes because of me. I don't mind if the changes is such minor and can even can be ignored.
My decision changed after I really lose the dearest one, I turned into a stupid and timid person. I remembered, her right hand fractured in that accident too. When she left, her hand was still in fracture condition. As I looked at her, who already sleep peacefully in the coffin, I felt sorry. I asked myself, why I can't let her go with a perfect, without any disability body? Why? Why? Why?
She had been suffered for so many years, why when she left us I still cannot give her anything? Why she had to go so suddenly without any words? Why she cannot go with perfect body? A scene appear in my mind, that is, she is doing household chores with her injured hand and she is doing things so inconveniently. Her facial expression looked suffering. Everytimes when I think of this, I am sad.
In addition, I strongly believe in the life after death. I believe people will continue their life even their soul left their body. Death people can also "live" as alive people. Death people only change the place they lived and some lifestyle, maybe. Or they didn't changed at all. They only change their form of appearance. So, how death people see when their cornea is removed? How death people pump the blood to the whole body when the heart had been take away? How death people excrete urea when both the kidneys had donated?
And, our parents bring us to this world with a perfect body. They even try their best to let us enjoy the best. Shouldn't us cherish what they give us?? 
Frankly to say, I am a bit traditional minded and selfish. But, I have my own views on the organ donation. Everyone can has their will and choice. We cannot forced someone or decided for them if they reject to do so. Respect plays an important role. We need to respect people's decision because everyone has their own life and they themselves are the one who is going to lead their life till they died.